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May 7, 1990 - August 1, 2009
R.I.P. Angelica Marie "Jelly" Flores <3
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Hi, long time no post. Anyways, I’m constantly getting headaches after and while I tumble.. So hopefully I get checked at where my mom works. Okay, bye hehe.
P.S. I landed my backhand spring without a spot today, and a roundoff backhand spring with a spot.
You know what I don’t understand? How people can talk about something and refers it to “it”. I mean, like talking about something important, like sex.
I don’t know why people go “I lost it” instead of “I lost my virginity”. When people use “it”, it kinda loses the whole meaning of sex. Sex is a natural and normal thing, and everybody does it.
Teenagers in highschool look at sex like as if it’s some world-war-news-breaking-shit. It’s only sex, like calm your fucking ballsacks.
People at my school make such a big deal out of it, like wtf? Alot of my friends have had sex before and I think it’s a normal thing. What’s the big deal? Did someone just die from being eaten alive by a snake? Or threw a baby off the veranda?
The people in my grade make the biggest deal out of something beautiful - sex. I hate people who talk shit like as if they know all. Talk shit like they’ve been through it, talk shit like it’s such a horrible thing and should be a sin. Well, fuck you.
Read between my virtual lines bitches.
Sex brings two people together. A relationship is never healthy without sex - so I’ve been told. And I believe that. I think having sex gives two people a deeper connection. And also for the pleasure, lets not forget the pleasure. LOL
So what’s the big deal with teenagers having sex? It’s normal isn’t it? I think so. Definitely.
MAKE LOVE NOT WAR.
Beg to differ, I’m open.
whenever my girlies and i talk we always talk about why we dont really go for mira mesa guys. pretty much it’s because youknow them and their past too well or you had a thing with them or there isnt enough cute boys in this town ]=.
Rough practice today :( I feel like whenever I fail at something, my stunt group hates me. I always always always try to fix my mistakes but I lose focus on what I’m trying to fix. Weird. Out of nowhere my 360s started to travel forward. I always think of going up, yet nothing seems to change. And my full downs. I don’t know why I can’t squeeze my ankles together. Today, my legs were going crazy on my full downs. Then Tasha called me out and said, “Diana. If you don’t squeeze your ankles together you and Selina are going to switch spots. Your legs are going crazy on you full downs.” that reaaaaaally made me upset and disappointed in myself. I almost teared up and started to cry. Every mistake I am doing is making me think that I don’t deserve to be a cheerleader…
Everything is stressing me out, and i’m getting fed up with it. Cheerleading, school, homework, homechores. I am hella procrastinating. I even told myself many times in the beginning of the year that I would try really hard. Nothings going right. I don’t know if it’s the other things that are stressing me out on cheer (if that makes sense), but I’m going to try extra extra hard. I don’t want to disapoint the cheer team, Mr. and Mrs. J, and especially Lisa, Tasha and my stunt group, because they bascially made who I am as a cheerleader. Well, when inwas a good one.
I’m thinking of telling my mom to hide my laptop from me, so I Dan concentrate on the important things. It’s all tumblrs fault!
Ladies! Stop trippin’ over guys. I’m tired of seeing posts about break-ups, fights, etc. I believe that the more you read those quotes, listen to those sad break up songs, post more and more blogs about how sad you are, the more you’ll miss him and longer you’ll take to get over him. Just saying how I feel.
Couldn’t have said it any better.
